Kingdom Come

I’m trying not to fall apart
Not to seep through my sardonic heart
I knew one day kingdom would come
Yet I screamed and I wished my will to be done
I dare not question what was the worth
You are the one force able to move me forth
And on a cheerless day I don’t need to pray
The wind won’t save me today
All I need is your voice
Rescue me, take me away
But where does it come from? Where does it go?
I’ve waited an era and still I don’t know
I look to the sun
and wish for the sea to be gone
I look back down and it’s still there
I’m still alone and it’s still not fair
I can’t hear my name, it doesn’t sound right
If you’re not the one saying it, it lacks any light
I try hard to breathe, I know it’s not in vain
I try hard to be, to look past the rain
But I need your hand
I don’t know how much longer I’ll be able to stand
Walking alone, it’s hard not to fall
You’re what keeps me in balance after all
I tell myself “hang on, just one more breath and then...”
Then you’re still not here and it starts over again

Moo V

4/10/09