War

How can I preach peace

with so much anger inside?

Anger at not having you

anger at the night

Today there's an excuse

today I justify

today I want nothing
time to turn out the light

Don't show me horizon

this time I'll close my eyes

I don't want to see hope

it makes me want to cry

Anger at the time

anger at the place

anger at the darkness while I'm looking for your face

Today there's no endurance

I used up what I had left
Today, fuck the silver lining
I can't see it, it's a fake

Tomorrow I may have you

or tomorrow I may die
I just don't want to wonder anymore

today I declare war

War on the sky and war on the sea

war on the emptiness

war on you, war on me

war on logic and war on hope

war on a chair and war on a rope

Today I declare war

Moo V

9/12/09